Taking the plumet
Im not ready to fall in love i am ready to take a leap off a cliff for it, plummet to an obis, astronomical love. SO i have this guy freind who everytime i see him he gives me chills. Our mental together is rediculous i get lost in his conversation its like we have the same mind or we were suppose to be. Seven time..we have encountered eachother seven #mf times and now its to the point that we need to get to know one another because we keep on popping up in eachothers lives: first incounter::we get intro(deshavo**)duced by my friend jarvey i thought he was cute. Second::we Go on a date and hang out with my brother and drink then he kisses me goodknight and the next morining texts me and says my bad i didnt mean to kiss you sorry bye. (burr) THird::we decided to go get a bite to eat at this jammacian food resturaunt and he is like man i like you and i can see it in his eyes but yeah. Fourth:: as im walking down the hallways at NOVA and i see him with his friend and its like he was walking in slow motion towards me as though no one else was in the room like he had just arrived like idk he has this presents that make you want to flock to him #groupiemood. so as i see him walking i stare for a second and then i walk down another stair case so i wont see him. Fifth::(In a realtionship by now) im walking down the stairs with my man and i turn the corner and my heart skips guess who is standing there.. him and my friends. so i stop and i dont know how to act there was this aquward moment because it was just me him my friend and my boyfriend just standing there looking at eachother. then i finally hug them and i forget that my man is standing right there and i begin to talk to them as my man walks off i look and see him gone but i dont want to leave because its my butterflys wont let me. SIxth::I randomly see him in the comp lab and im excited to see him (still in a realtionship) we begin to talk and i can tell that im not talking to the guy that i love (as a friend) its like he was hanging out with the wrong people he was smoking.. just doing things out of his nature and our converstation was really angery and a lot me him telling me how i dont understand (the ol’ its hard out here for a pimp talk). ps he was looking sexy as hell :).. Seventh:: THis time was like a story it was so romantice and coincidental; us running into each other!! damn. afraid of my love.
and now hes gone i thought that maybe this 7th time would be a game changer..MAYBE NEXT LIFE TIME
